Why I hate christian religion

For so many years I had the utmost frustration with Christianity, I couldn't understand why a faith that's based on relationship, truth, freedom, joy, fun and True love, was so authoritarian, suffocating, critical, boring and segregated good doers from so called bad doers (after all are we not all sinful?) they were so many Christian messages that ultimately led me to guilt and depression.

I mean I myself even got caught up in the religious state at one point, finger pointing at people too, but worse finger pointing at myself and endeavouring to improve myself and others in a religious way, in the attempts to make me feel closer to God..as I thought that was the secret formula ..........what utter disillusional nonsense I was living ....they was no joy!

Once I realise that religiosity is a act of me trying to be God myself...I realise this was insane, this is just not right ...after all if I can climb and work myself into being right with God ...then what stops me being God...sounds like the devil eh, sounds like religiosity, sounds stupid, utter evil and hey I thought of it ....btw I hope no-one thinks I'm like a demon or something I'm just saying we all have screwed up and perverse wrong thinking at times... ...
It was by sheer grace that I eventually realise its not about me doing things but me receiving the perfect love, as corny as its sounds its true..Jesus did it all, I need not to do anything, just receive it ...can this be true .... absolutely : ) 

True freedom,forgiveness, joy and True love comes from a relationship with God ......people tend to respond how do I get that?..

A good start will be to ask God yourself! simple but effective ..the bible clearly says ask, seek and knock....

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you" Luke 11:9

Off tangent a bit here (can't believe I'm actually using bible verses..I am still recovering from my dodgy cruel Chinese Sunday school teachers days who made me remember stupid amounts of verses to a 8 year old me ..plus they didnt let me play nintendo or let me talk to that pretty girl who sat by me........but anyway bible verses is in there, just in case people think I'm making up things in matty land lol )

Why I hate Christian religion conclusion

Now here a couple of video clips that explains and conveys what I've been ranting on so far and goes on further to convey things that I haven't picked up on ...its a great explanation of the massive difference between religion and true relationship with God Christianity..

Now the video clips is taken from Mars hill Church in Seattle by a speaker called Mark Driscol..now let me first tell you Im not a great big fan of him (but he growing on me) .......I was to be blunt disgusted with his review on the book The-Shack. (a book that really inspired me and help me understand Christianity better)...I just totally think he did not get the book, and is looking at it from a utter wrong prospective......however ... ..
I guess God has humbled me with a realisation - that people that work for God may get it wrong sometimes, that doesn't mean they are deceivers... it just means they are human and I need to use my own common sense that God has giving me...after all I could be talking a-lot of crap on this blog post too..... but that also doest stop people from speaking something that's true at other times....the truth still remains the same regardless.

anyway boys and girls....check this vid out .......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXKT8IPdvzA&feature=related

n check this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23LaK99PEko&feature=related